Amma....My Mummy

Mummy...Iam crying.
Mummy I am lost without you...
AMMAAAA...

I spoke to my mummy last on 9th Dec...and after a couple of hours..I am told she left all of us...
My father..the best dad I can ever imagine..lost his wife...we children , three of us..one elder bro, self and one younger sis..lost our mummy...the bestest sweetest dearest loveliest ammaaaaaa...

I do not understand God's way of doing things..although we need to let Him play..but isn't it unfair to play the game this way? All we want..Oh God,... is a peaceful farewell of our loved ones...do not treat humans like whatever other living beings you have created...we are prepared to go..but we need a kind of space, time to say our good byes in a pleasant way...whats the hurry God?????

Dear friends, I am a soldier. I see death and have been seeing very very close...be it in peace time soldiering or on the battlefields...I have seen guts coming out, heads blown off and yes I have been trigger happy as a leader fighting terrorists... I felt remorse when humans died...I cried and bereaved when close comrades died.

But the reality of death struck now when my mummy ....ammaaaaa be happy..do not worry please..now no more pains for you...yes , I will cry. Daddy, anna and arun will cry...that does'nt matter..you be with the Gods and guide us. Give us the strength to live and wait for our turn...

Mummy please make sure WE ALL ARE TOGETHER SOON !!!

LOVE U AMMA...